Mixing and Matching Hijab!!

I'm BACK on the BLOG!!! It's been so long that I don't hit my keyboard and blog. I have a lot of stuffs to share though. Well Anyway, I am back with new story in my new place, new style, new life  LOL and new new new things!! Wow Feel like my writing kinda sucks, need more practice!

This is the first story:
I have been wearing Hijab for thirteen years and now I'm kinda loving to mix and match my outfit and modify this and that style from here and there. So, check this pic out.
I took this pic when I was about to go to my student birthday party. I would definitely meet a lot of parents there so I dressed nicely LOL.  I got my blue cotton hijab and blue motive dress. They're extremely affordable though!

Let it Blue!

I've gotta to share this ladies, I might be amateur on this kinda of hijabi fashion style but uh let me try hehehe. I'm in love with tie-dye motif at the first sight. I was trying to collect all some of those motifs starting from dress, Aladdin pants (I call it that way lol), drape, hijab itself and many more. Here I show you my rainbow kinda of tie-dye. I call it sunny brightly lovely dress coz of  its color!

I'm so in love with this dress!!

 

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at 7:24 PM

New Look!!

Here I am after thousand years of my absence. I've gotta new look with my new style of hijab hhahhahaha I feel so lame this time lol 0 comments

at 11:49 PM

Trying to Be CooL, Boy??

I didn't remember the day but I think it was at the end of September 2008. Yeah, I finally received a package contained new soft lenses from Iowa, OMG..after a months I had been waiting for them, I got them on my mailboxxx, felt like to scream loudly. Thanks to Mas Andy who specially brought them from Indonesia 'coz that witch didn't give a shit to my order hahahhahah, screw her!!

I couldn't imagine how I would get through my days without wearing those "fake eyes" wkkwkwkwkw. Then suddenly, It was practically so awkward to see my eyes with those new soft lenses coz I got the different brand. My eyes looked so sharp like vampire eyes, Geezzz. I really didnt like the way they attached on my eyes. However, I convinced myself to keep wearing those coz there were no other options instead wearing my old glasses, hell no. It was California, darling and I had to be so knocked out hheheheh I wish though.

my new soft lenses

Ok then, I started the morning by visiting the computer lab. I also didn't remember what I was doing there ohhh...If wasn't mistaken, I was doing my paper and would print some assignments. I was sitting far away from Mbak Wahyu, she was somewhere around the corner. I didnt know exactly where she sat actually. So there you go, I saw the guy who walked toward the operator desk, he looked familiar to me. Wohooooo he was the guy who joined Flavio's Birthday party @ my apartment, Mmm...yeah He was George, Cool, Perfect. He was wearing checked jumpered, he looked cute though. Then, out of nowhere I decided to get up and walked to greet him. Gosh man, I had no clue at all, all I knew just I was wearing the new soft lenses and I was so confident no matter what.

I walked toward him then patted his back, "Hi George, how are you today?" I greeted him with the biggest smile. "I'm good, how about you?", he replied coldly. His facial expression was so plain. Dammmnnnnnn....I was thinking that he would respond warmly or threw his biggest smile to me as well. But I was big fat wrong. He was stone cold yayyayyaya, at that point I was so embarrassed 'coz I was trying to be friendly but not really reciprocated. "what are doin' here?" he asked me still coldly. "Oh I am doing my paper work and I am waiting for my friend, she's sit over there", I answered his question nervously while pointing somewhere on my right side to find Mb Wahyu seat. Gosh, I felt so stupid and lame. I shouldn't have greeted him anyway. then I heard him saying COOL, that's all. He seemed not interested to talk to me or maybe he wasn't in the mood to talk or maybe he was so shy to see such a sweet girl like me ahhahhaah gosh, cut it off!! Then, I said goodbye, take care blah..blah..

From that day on in the computer lab, I drew a conclusion that George was an arrogant, trying to be cool 'coz he thought himself handsome or something. Not you're not, boy!! 'N I talked to myself what in the world I was doing by flattering another boy, n got nothing!! hello Farida, you already got a boyfriend somewhere outhere in the mid-west, so whats the point? Yeah, it was simply 'coz he didnt that care anymore about me, coz he was just having fun with me, coz I was so stupid to believe that a month dating could be brought to another step. I was really dumb to get into such relationship. whatsoever...I was just so sick to get hurt, yeah yeah!!

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at 4:22 AM

When I Met Him...

I remembered that night was Friday, September 19, 2008. We were planning on Flavio’s Surprise Birthday party in my apartment. The first birthday party of CCID student which would be held regularly later on every time there was a student got their birthday. After we watched movie at the Block, we prepared everything to surprise him. That was exactly a week after I put my heart in a vacuum circumstance coz of despair and disappointment to my previous relationship.

Yeah then we started the party we surprised Flavio Luis Mendez, our Brazilian friend. First Birthday cake, food, snacks and sodas….gosh I miss those food so much. It was an amazing birthday night party ever coz all of students got together in my apartment. I actually remember that some student was coming late such as Geysa, Gabriel and Amon If I was not mistaken coz they had to join such Christian Meeting first.

They finally arrived with a guy who was wearing a red shirt. That guy was standing in front of my kitchen stove and talking to some friends. I looked at him carefully and said to my heart,” Damn that guy is cute. How would it feel to have him as a boy friend? but uh..No way, he is damn cute. He won’t give a shit of me; forget it, Moreover I am still in a complicated relationship”. Then I continued to do some stuffs.

That guy came in to living room to join the party. Then I didn’t remember who introduced him to CCID friends. I just knew that he was the friend of Geysa, Gabriel and Amon. He introduced his name as George Burruel. He said that clearly while shaking my hand. Oh I bet that he was Mexican-American guy. I just wanted to make friend so I acted naturally by offering him some food and drinks. I was surprised that he didn’t drink the beer but he preferred to have a cup of cokes. Wow...I was surprised that there was an American who didn’t drink alcoholic beverages. He just sat on the chair next to the table. He was little bit quite and put himself as a new comer.

Then he moved to sit on the carpet and still kept analyzing the party. Then we danced to the music and made some noises. Some friends were talking to others on the carpet. I saw him talking to some girl friends then I joined them. His accent was so weird. His English was hard to be understood. He was funny and made joke that he was a Brazilian who lived in Mexico. Then I invited him to dance. At first he rejected then I forced him. He got up and moved his body. He couldn’t dance at all. What a bad dancer…we were dancing Forro (the Brazilian folks dance) which was so difficult to follow its rhythm. I suddenly stepped onto his foot then he gave up dancing. We laughed and he came to sit again.

The party was getting more excited and excited. People were dancing especially my roomie and I who were crazily in love to dance in the party lol. Some new friends came around. It was about 10 p.m. then George wanted to leave the party coz he was driving his mom car. He had to come back home soon. He said goodbye and Mumtaz who knew him as well walked him away to the door and they were gone. He left the party early. George…. He was a cool guy who was friendly and funny.

Yeah Flavio’s birthday party dropped at 3 a.m. and like usual the trash and cans were all over my apartment. Party was over and everybody left and the door was closed.

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at 5:05 AM

Poem From Him

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

Your love

Jorge Burruel

I've never thought he could write such thing above coz he's a man who seemed dont care with romantic stuff. Geezzzzzzz...luv him much :D

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at 9:30 AM

FcukiN' StuffY nose n SkooL

last nite I had to stop chatting with my beloved sista coz I've got stuffy nose n sore throat. I thought If I went to bed to rest my body would be better If i woke up in 'd morning. Big fat Wrong..it's getting worse..even I cant breathe freely now..n my throat oh God..it's so painful.

This is 'd first day of spring semester..I should have been fresh n healthy..but I am not. I have to go to see my counselor due to summer school. N I have to go to my internship at preschool 'till 2.30 pm (hopefully I wont pas out there). Then I have to go to my first class at DMC..to have my Editing Class...to see Prof. Schultz again but this time aint TV production but Final Cut Pro 6..geezz cant believe it, I take this class coz last semeter I dropped this class coz I thought it would be diificult. but uh,..I'll do anything to complete my sertificate. yuhuuuuuuuuu....DMC here farida goes againn......

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at 7:09 AM

PUT ON *WEIGHT*

I never have problem with my weight before i got here in 'd state. then now, I put on weight a lot..n a lot means 20 pounds aka 10 kilos. I aint person who likes doing exercise like my boyfriend does, so at first what I do expect is that I was gonna lose the weight naturally. But uh..it didnt work at all coz I keep eating n sleeping like crazy monkey. my tummy is extremely fucked up. It attracts some people comments including my students at preschool.

"Are u having a baby, Maestra?"..hell noooo..they looked at my tummy and smiled. n some of 'd boyz..laughing while saying spanish word "Gorda..Gorda"..it means fat! How they knowww =(

Now all my jeans and pants are shrinked. they dont fit me anymore. It's hard coz everytime I wear 'em, my fat tummy will goes out everywhere. therefore, starting next week, I'm gonna do work out so I'll have flat tummy...huahuahauuahuhuahua...now I'm gonna eat 1rst =D

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at 5:48 PM

SO B*O*R*E*D

my dining room

I am so Fcukin bored...me n my roomate are Boreddddddddddd...Sunday morning woke up, sat down on the chair, switched 'd lap top on the table n 'till now I am pouring up my boredom on 'diz blog. We're trying hard to kill this boredom starting to listen to music, watch TV which are full of bastard food commercialz which make us hungry and eat lotta of food!moddafakka...........fat in my body is so overlapped.

My roomate is watching sitcom now..after she's trying to do the pilates but she gave up coz It's so boring. Me..still fixing up my blog..blogging again. My back n butts are so painful coz i've been sitting since early morning. I'm sorry tomada (my laptop's name)..i dont let u take a rest since yezterday morning. Help me to swallow up this long holiday...I miss school so muchhhh...hauhuhauahauaahuahuah =(

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at 4:01 PM

My Samsung S 860 Digicam

Kodak Theatre, Hollywood Boulevard, Los Angeles, California

Wilshire Boulevard, Los Angeles, California

Kodak Theatre, Hollywood Boulevard, Los Angeles, California

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at 3:20 AM

Chile Relleno

chile relleno at glance:
The chile relleno, literally "stuffed pepper", is a dish of Mexican cuisine that originated in the city of Puebla, consisting of a roasted fresh poblano pepper and many times substituted with non-traditional Anaheim, or pasilla chili pepper stuffed with a melting cheese, such as queso Chihuahua or queso Oaxaca (traditionally), and/or picadillo meat made up of diced pork, raisins, and nuts, seasoned with canella meat, covered in an egg batter, and fried. It is often served in a tomato sauce.

Having a Mexicano boyfriend and living in Southern California force me to deal something about Mexico starting from the music, language, culture including the food. I like Mexican food because most of them are spicy and hot. I like Tacos without raw onion, beans without the porky gravy, rice without raw onion,and many more. and now I am so in love with "Chile Rellano"..gosh it is so delicioso.

It was begun when my boyfriend took me to his home and I met his mother who was cooking in the kitchen. I was trying to be friendly by asking and checking out her cooking. she said that she was cooking the Mexican Food, Chile Relleno.. I was so interested and excited listening to her explanation. She was friendly to me hahahaha...I thought that she wouldnt give a damp at my visit that day but uh..it was out of my thought though!I got so much information. Then,I tried to cook it. It is pretty simple..nope it is a bit complicated cooking coz it needs a lot of things to be done. and finally I can cook mexican food. It was so good (at least for me myself) hahahahahhahahah :D

Farida's chile rellenos 0 comments

at 6:53 PM